Saturday, May 11, 2013

Freak-out

11.5.2013 Sunny day

Woke up at 7.10am. That's early. Even though I wake up at around the timeframe on weekdays. Yea went to Subang, and Face Book cafe was my destination. Called one of my friend out to further discuss our so call "plan". Everything was getting worst and messy no thanks to both the organisers who failed to come with a firm decision (laugh guilty-ly ><).

My friend described today as an adventure journey full of unexpected obstacles. I agreed. And I feel so sorry. Hehe, bought a voucher with cheaper price but in fact spent more than that zzzz. Sunburn sunburn and sunburn+4 foreigners kept following us (perhaps we think too much but we must have awareness right?)

Then, we blamed these to the two bros who supposed to be the main character in the gathering tonight, when we found out that they had actually cancelled the plan and replaced by their programme. We was like: what the hell are we doing in the whole day? That's... I mean that's so sudden and I cannot accept it at that moment. Haha sorry as I'm emotional,yea pretty emotional ><. I'm not blaming anyone but myself. It seems like I have no mature thinking enough yet I thought I have it already lol sampat girl sampat thinking. We did this mistake due to improper communication mainly. Once again communication is vital and essential in our daily live. Opps, sounds like writing an essay in STP suddenly ><

Anyway, I hope that one day I will have the capability. I am not alone. I have you, you and you, friends :) It may influence my emotion as well today but not our friendship. Wink*

Thursday, May 9, 2013

纳闷

炎热的下午2时17分,热得发慌.

坐在嘛嘛档,我依然无法融入于这喧哗的嘈杂声之中. 唉,好想用蜘蛛网来形容此刻的思绪.

5月5,大选到了,朋友生日也到了. 因为大选,所以暂时忽略了它. 拖啊拖,至今未有明确的下文.

很想说声对不起,我没有能力给你很大惊喜.
很想说声对不起,我没本事搞个大礼物逗你开心.
很想叹个大气,我怎么那么小题大做.
很想说我是真的尽力,尽力为你这朋友做些事情.

世间变化无常,连小事也要如此耍赖.

突然觉得我的英文超级落后,人家说的beh pakai.
突然害怕,害怕我的恐惧搞砸了机会..